两个原本相爱的人
就这样
个别地过着自己的生活
在自己的世界
做自己想做的事
有自己的家人朋友
有自己的目标理想
走自己的路
做自己的梦

我寂寞
你也寂寞
我空虚
你也空虚
我不快乐
你也不快乐
我苦
你也苦

如果
可以重新选择
你还会做一样的决定吗？
如果重新拥有所有烦恼就会烟消云散
那我们是在僵持着什么？
如果我变了你也变了
感情真的可以不变吗？

Life

Life and death
life does not naturally have to be the best
and death is not always the worst

People ask
is killing right or wrong?
Depends on the situation
But to someone who craves death
killing is mercy.
And mercy, no matter right or wrong
is good.

There is nothing that is unforgivable
because everyone makes mistakes
we are all humans
no one has the right to judge
but God
and God, if great as all the testaments claim
surely would not judge

This world is a beautiful and ugly place
the most beautiful place on earth
is a human's heart
the ugliest place on earth
is a human's heart
best thoughts come out of it
cruelest condemnation comes out of it
the heart can forgive
the heart can also seek retaliation

Humans are unpredictable and predictable
everyone has habits
habits are predictable
everyone changes from time to time
so everything is unpredictable

Nothing is wholly right
and nothing is wholly wrong
in every circumstances comes exceptions
and who are we to draw the line
between the black and the white?

This is life
plan for the worse possible outcome
with the confidence of the best probable outcome
Always plan ahead
but be ready to change your plans as they go
Remember
It wasn't raining when Noah built his ark.

X)

==, =='', anonymous

this post is dedicated to ==, =='', anonymous and many other people who reads and comments on my blog, cause without you, my blog would be a one man show :DDD (though I really really really wonder who u are)

AND you guys gave me a lot of advice to think on, really appreciate it~~ kamsahamida ya XD






P.S okay I admit,this is lame, I am bored. LOL

为什么要诉苦？
他们不是你
听了不会懂
他们有他们的苦
如果还要把你的苦也一并承担
太强人所难
你过你的生活
你背着你的包袱
你承担着你该负的责任
累吧
我也这样觉得
做人真该死的难
该死的累
做人自然是有乐趣的
问题是
当你累的时候
再好玩的也没心情吧

我很累
我真的很累
把自己搞得身心疲倦
是
我不是不快乐的
我只是累
突然地
发现自己超支了

我没本事
不打算干大事业
没打算忙忙碌碌工作来证明自己有用
现在的我
比什么时候都优秀
也比什么时候都疲倦

我只想做个
无德无能无霜无尘的凡夫俗子
真的

突然……好想靠着你。

有时候真他妈的想你

Feels great
spending time alone in a bookshop
wearing earphones
and allowing music to engulf you
while surrounded by hundreds and thousands of books

Seriously
I love it

When I can drive,
I will be doing it all the time
-------hanging out alone with earphones plugged on in MPH or Popular for the whole day XD

too many deaths
near death of family
death of family
deaths of friends' family

Is this a part of growing up?
I will admit
I am afraid of the day
death will happen on people
I love
I am afraid
really

But
to all my friends and family out there
who have lost somebody
people we love
will always live inside us
and will never
ever
leave.

:')

Funny

how sometimes you're so sad 

but tears won't come

and sometimes

you're so frustrated

you would rather poke yourself blind than tear

and you find yourself sobbing uncontrollably

I wish for a shoulder 

I can lay on

but it would never happen

in reality

because I would never, ever

trust anyone enough

to lay on their shoulder

and believe they won't leave me behind

again

今天晚上
到机场载爸爸的时候
顺便送了他朋友回家

于是
我们来到那个
我很熟悉却从来不敢记得
的巷口

车子没有停下
我的眼神却不自主地停留在
那间很熟悉的房子

我是个路痴
但我始终记得这条路
这个地方

呵
我们曾经在这里
相视而笑
相拥而泣
在这里我一次比一次
更爱你

现在
被尘封的过去
终于过去了
整整一年
没说话
没交谈
想对你说的千言万语
早就变成
浓得化不开的悲哀
随时间淡忘了

现实很现实
爱，太虚无缥缈
它改变不了我们以外的任何人事物

我变了
但为什么
唯有爱你这一部分
我改不了？

Right now
I am sitting in the kitchen
beside the microwave
waiting for the DING

and the supper (pizza!) that comes along with it.

Many thanks to Ivy, my dearest sister, for this delicious pre-birthday supper :D

Tempus fugit

He left
She left
Nobody is left

He changed
She changed
Nobody is still the same

Tempus fugit
time flies
present morphs into past
future becomes the present
times rushes on
like a stream never going to stop

new banks are shaped
as the waters tumbles along
nothing can keep its present state
sooner or later
it all changes
anything and everything

everyday the trees grow a little taller
the sky expands a little wider
the flowers blooms with a little more frangrance

everyday someone enters my life
everyday someone leaves it
sometimes they brush by
not leaving one hint
that sometime, someone had been here and left

everyday people are born
everyday people die
17 years ago I was born
maybe 17 years later
I will be dead

Who can tell?
Time makes no promises.

我不停笑着闹着玩着
感觉灵魂却沉默了

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On the Other Side of the Window

On the other side of the window
a silhouette shimmered
it talked, it whispered, it laughed
it walked, it stopped, it sat

On the other side of the window
a dream was fading fast
like sand cupped in palms
slipping between fingertips
disappearing

On the other side of the window
love found, lost, found and lost again
a heartbreaking game
no one wanted to end
but like all other games
this one too, have an end

Nothing more than a window between this two worlds
two lives once entangled, now torn apart
two hands once entwined, now let go
two futures, once combined, now splitting again
They say two is better than one
I say otherwise

I say one is the best
because love teaches compromises
and two become one
I say two is the worst
because when one is separated into two
both sides hurt

double the pain
double the ache

On the other side of the window
I wonder...
if anything other than the silhouette I
am enthralled by
exists

旧欢如梦

旧欢如梦
忽远忽近的往事
忽明忽灭的泪珠
零零碎碎的片段
遥不可及
像散落一地的拼图
怎么拼凑
都无法完整
让我跋山涉水
就为了寻找
我们遗失的美好
对不起
做不到
我依然走着我的路
有点坎坷有点辛苦
有点寂寞有点无助
但我仍然背着这个梦
旧欢如梦
呵旧欢如梦
美丽如一场梦
短暂如一场梦
一切
只是一场梦

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