一切回歸平靜
就好像
什麼都沒有發生過一樣。

往往
對我好的人
無論怎麼讓我火大
我都不能長久地生氣他

因為我知道
想找個真心對你好的人
多麼難得

所以我珍惜
我感恩
對我好的人
我就無法對他壞

但有時
為一個人好
就不可以對他太好
有時候對一個人心慈
其實是最大的傷害

什麼是殘忍
殘忍是明知道不可能
還持續給人希望

如果飛蛾知道撲火只有死
它還會堅持嗎？
火給不了飛蛾它渴望的歸屬
火的溫暖非飛蛾所能承受
飛蛾不管撲幾次火
都沒有結局

狠下心
不要心軟
因為
對於你給不起的
你只能無視

BOOKS

After the hundreds of books and have read
and the many I have fallen in love with
I have come to regard books as a necessity
and not just some luxury
The wondrous tales the books tell
entwining their graceful magic around me
enveloping me
providing bliss from the outside world
and solitude and silence
even in the midst of the noisiest crowd
Feeding my imagination with fantasies
my intellect with facts
Reading is as essential to me
as prayers are to a holy Christian
Books are my religion
the beings I would bet my soul on
If to me, life is nothing
but endless sufferings and torments
Books
would be the saving grace
of my otherwise wretched life.

Does if matter?
what are truths and what are not.
There's no turning back
no second chance
I found wings and I flew with the winds
But no matter where I fly to
I always land here
this one place I always have to come back to.
Mistakes you made don't matter to people who loves you
They matter to the people who is deciding between loving you
or hating you
Of all the words I've heard
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
not to say
but to accept
Because when someone says sorry to you
You know they have nothing else to offer you.

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If you think about it this way, all his silence took a different meaning.

It was guilt, embarrassment. Maybe once there was more, but now?

If you think about it this way, all this words took a different meaning.

There had never been proof anyway, there was only my interpretation. I never bargained for it to be wrong, but I guess time changes a lot of stuff. Time changes a lot of people too.

I still cry. Silently, alone. I suppose its a phase I have to go through, one I will leave behind one day.

I think its time to admit that, good as you are, you are not the right person for me.

谢谢爱我的人
那么爱我

我想谈恋爱
想像个少女一样
幻想着永恒的甜蜜
而不是一听到爱这个字
就记起当初的铭心刻骨
这个包袱很重
但我不敢放下
少了这层保护
是不是我就很容易受伤
就像当初
那么容易
就爱上了你
那么容易
竟然是那么的容易

This is different.

I don't know if this counts.

I never thought I would stop missing you, no matter how much time had passed since you left. I still don't think so.

I'm moving on with my life. New friends, new dreams, new ambitions. New hairstyle, new clothes,new beliefs.

But where am I heading to? Where will I go?

Life is so short, yet also so long, so full of challenges and difficulties.

So much I've learned from you, so much I still have to learn.

My heartbeat now matches no one else's but mine. It once matched yours, but I suppose, things change.

Will I learn to love somebody else? I have no answer to that.

I've changed, and am no longer the me I used to be, one year ago. That girl may have loved you with everything she had, but this one, this girl that replaced her, is not the same.

Do you wonder about us? You never try to contact me voluntarily. But that explains everything and nothing.

You have always been and will always be inside my heart, the only difference time made was the proportion.