Yes/No

Can I do it?
Should I do it?

Never thought I'd give this another try
but
life didn't always go the way you planned
But I'm out of confidence
Can I really do this?

When you made this choice
how did you know which was the better option?
perhaps it was the fastest out for you
but I'm already on my way
right now
I'm just afraid of having knocked down once again

My confidence wavered as it disappeared
and this time
I'm ten times more afraid than the last
and I might not give as much as I had
though
I might expect a lot more
or a lot less
than what I used to wish for

If this was you
what would you do?