I'm different, not the person I once was anymore, and this can't be helped.
To survive, I've got to move on. And to move on, there are things I have to leave behind.
Important things, essential things maybe, but forced to be left behind.
Without them, I'm not myself anymore, I might be the same, but somewhere inside I'm no longer the same.
No matter how much I laugh the sadness etched into my face will not fade, no matter how much I smile deep down I am still afraid.
What makes you, or anyone else for the fucking matter, think I could, would stay the same?
If change is what's gonna save me from drowning inside the pain of losing you, then so be it. I would change and change and continue to change, because be assured, I WILL SURVIVE.
Even if a part of me died, the rest lives. And while I live, living is what matters most.
It sound so emo or perhaps passionate. Do look at the positive site and forget about the past. Lots of unexpected and wonderful things is awaiting you. Smile =)
ReplyDeleteLOL...thanks X) mind giving a hint who u are?xD
ReplyDeletewhat for? Is it so important to know it? But i don't mind to let you know =p Just ever saw you before but perhaps you mind not know
ReplyDeletehahaha..Im curious ma >.< dont mind then just tell la xD
ReplyDeleteHahaha.. Even i tell you also don't know so what is the purpose to do so? Just take me as an anonymity enough.. Don't too curious or else it will kill you.. =p
ReplyDeleteCheer^^
ReplyDeletePeace yo, nothing much to do but smile like a sunflower :)
ReplyDelete==': im not a cat, curiosity wont kill me :P
ReplyDelete==: cheese :D
konobis: peace amigo :D
amigo go go :D
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