I just don't get BOYS

You pretend I don't exist, nevermind, many people are willing to acknowledge my existence, even with just a smile.

You ignore me, nevermind, you're not the first, and certainly not the last.

You talk to anyone around me except me, nevermind, there are many boys who would gladly strike up a conversation with me.

I don't know if you love me, or if you hate me.

I don't know what you are thinking, I don't know what the fcuk is going on inside your brain, whether its malfunctioning, or if the only thing wrong here is my heart.

I mean, its not even whole to start with, but you with your damn behavior still makes it ache and bring tears to my eyes. After I had swore to myself to NEVER, EVER cry for you again.

So okay, if you prefer us to behave like enemies, just tell me.

I'm not gonna stick to you like a LEECH.

I have my pride, and after all that you've done to my heart, I would appreciate it if you could spare it. It being my pride, I mean, there's nothing more you can do to my heart.

Cheers.